两年了 two years past

2013 年 7月 30日 01:47am

两年多不在这 edss world ,一切似乎已渐渐散去 .. 偶尔都在纠结 我还是我吗 ..以前的我似乎跟现在的我相比下已差很远 .. 以前热心的事现在都变冷淡.. 以前的愿望跟想做的事现在都感觉在退热.. 有时会觉得都无所谓 但斟酌起来非常自责.. 人在成长过程中 有进有退 有起有跌 变好变差 真的够力！我的平的高峰的那里 请等着我好吗？ 写着写着,感觉我依然是我. 无常的东西 你好奥妙！

 I have been almost two years not update and even login to 'welcome to edss world' here. Recently I am annoying on who I was and I am. I used to love in that way but do not feel it now. Sometimes I just not to matter it, do what I can done but it seems something wrong that keep bothering me. Pretty messy and feel guilty! What happen to me?! Hey, can you be there and waiting for me, or show me the way, my flat mountain peak? After few sentences, I am still the pure me. Changing is constant!


spending time on the english writing !! omg! yeah, I have to improve and must!